Monthly Archives: May 2008

Six Different Ways.

I’m listening to way too much of The Cure, but that’s all right. Making a playlist of my absolute all time favorite tracks. It’s comforting to me and comfort is what I seek.
To back track, I feel like I’ve been having a difficult time connecting with people, even people that I consider my good friends. [...]

Soda Jerk.

I dunno what’s up with the expression on my face, because at this point I wasn’t drunk at all. I have circled myself and my friend behind me, to whom at one point I told “Bet you didn’t know I was inviting you to 80s lesbian dance night!” I was only half wrong.

Seems So Heavy.

I think I woke up still drunk this morning, but it could be just waking up from a really deep sleep that kept me off balance for most of the morning. My eyes remain puffy until something wakes them up, and usually (despite the coffee/expresso combo I drank this morning) the only thing to do [...]

Hard Times Are Hard!

Want so badly to sit down and write about what’s on my mind, yet my mind is not communicating correctly with my fingers to type. I will try pen and paper soon. I write better when I’m not home, honestly. I think it’s because I’m not distracted and not inside wanting to be in bed. [...]

Perfect Depth.

Finally, after five months of my life during which I could write nothing that would have satisfied me, and for which no power will compensate me, though all were under obligation to do so, it occurs to me to talk to myself again. Whenever I really questioned myself, there was always a response forthcoming, there [...]